月光下的森林

Ya,Before this ,i agree is my parent force me to be a doctor.
But my results got a C
so MMC(Malaysia Medical Council) cant accept.


all and some blah blah things happen
forensic no jobs,
this and that,

until 19/3.
the morning,i woke up 7am,
and go to hospital on 8am(dont ask me why,I'm fine :) )

I was very upset,
I miss the chance to be a doctor,
Bringing the regret mood go to work ._.

I was hoping somethings good will happen.
I update my fb status
"Suddenly think of be a doctor,Did i have this chance?"

aikz...

then finished work,and get my ass back home (oops,it's a song by Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch)
Dad told me "IMU phone u to go interview on 25/3 11.30am
I was like [DAFUQ?!]
IMU say they got a letter of exception
they can keep BBC :D

God heard my sounds.
He gave me this chance.
the seconds chance,
not forced by parents ,neither by frens.

I'm going to cherish it.
He gave me this chance,
means
I will changes someone life
and build a smile on someone face :)

It's my job,my mission
to be a part of someone lifes

Talk About turning points in my lifes,

*13 years old
I never knew i will be change to SMKPI

*14 and 15 years old
I just randomly play sudoku without any course attended or skill taught
I create my own technique
and I fortunetely be no.1 in Penang for twice and no.3 in Malaysia once.


*16 years old
I was struggling not to take Science class,I failed in every exam :(

*17 years old
I starts Bio tuition
Lifes changes here.
from the Hell ,fly high to the Heaven
Thx to Alyssa Chan,
U not just saved my Bio,
u saved my Chem and Physics too :)

*18 years old
I was suddenly enter KDU for A-level.
0.0 I not even know this will happen

*19 years old
I was unpredictable-ly and randomly plus some accidenntally works at Starbucks.

and now,
august (2 month before i 20 years old)
I'm going to study Doctor :)


My lifes always sucks ,
but when turning points,
who knows?
:)

我又有故事讲了...xD
这次是跟一位美女沟通不够,所以笑死我...xD

lalala~
难得有假期,
然后有帅哥生日(明显不是我)
所以就拉这两位帅哥美女出去,
其他人不要讲我 bo jio /.\
我会说"jio了,你飞来吗?!"

帅哥a.k.a寿星公(28/2)
自己驾车去 Sunway.

然后我就负责载美女...@.@
她家在Sungai Bakap,
我不熟... T^T
只好托她坐巴士来半路,我载去><
告诉他Bukit Minyak,Krico/Carrefour前面,她不懂><

她说有一个桥前面,
有工厂写着"钢铁XXXXXX"的... @.@
我大概知道在哪里,

但当天,我去到的时候,walao eh,itu factory di mana?!!!!!!!

结果我绕了一圈找 =.=

帅哥~不要emo了/.\ 你看,有人至少陪你过生日:D

LYNAS.

Supervisor(V)竟然跟我讲,
看来是时候
我们找女朋友给你了...xD
吓死我...=.=
皇帝不急,太奸急,是这样用的吧?xD

原因是,我很难笑出来,
=3=
你要我笑我就可以笑咯,
我常都保持笑容的啊... :P

况且,我心里有人了,
虽然,那人也有别人,

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

你们有发现到这戏里，Jay和Nicholas被枪射中都不会死的啊？-.-
超吊的xD

灵感是很多，
只是没有电脑让我写，aikz~~~

让你们决定先
你们喜欢怎样的小说？

-末日预言
-侦探嫌疑
-未来世界
-过去历史
-战争
-天灾
-一位有梦想的小孩追逐梦想的旅程


悲观都是我的专长。。。LOL

因为小学，脑筋烂到爆。
结果小六评估考试(UPSR)成绩不理想，
被派去Pematang Rawa,
申请Jalan Damai不成功，
只好去Permai Indah.

来这间学校，我后悔过._.
什么课外活动都没有，
我没机会学乐器，没机会学跳舞
没机会去什么生活营，还是演奏会。

这几年人才埋没._.
学校不给我机会出去比赛。
我想要的常识比赛，也是逼人逼到人家讲yes的._.

我当一年的总学长，
当跟没当没差，
校长种族歧视，
不给我机会使用权力，
Spot check一次都没有

我抓到马来人吸烟，拿给老师，
他们竟然放掉，没惩罚！

操你娘知道没有一个Pengawas愿意陪我去抓的吗？
老子每次都是自己一个人去抓，
你们竟然那么容易放掉，

这个烂学校，我后悔过！

我荒废了这5年，我不希望我接下来读书的日子又这样辛苦 :(
我想要好一点的学院._.
走路也有名的，
我不要什么MAHSA啦，
根本就是烂的._.

我只想过要伸张正义，保持正义感。
我没想过要救人._.
我不适合当医生。
我没有怜悯之心。

虽然我连蚂蚁，蚊子都放过不杀，
但我知道我有一天会变坏人。

好人不好当。


我也想离开马来西亚，去别个国家念书，长居。
当PR也好，
去Australia，还是UK也不错。

不然，不读了._.
我放弃，好吗?
反正这辈子都废了，

我累了。
我可以离开吗？