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河水漂流,露水滴落,蝴蝶拍翅,大地平静。 猫头鹰的白天,鱼只的不夜城,我的大自然。

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妈妈画画那么好,为什么我的都是一团糟?

我连一朵花都似一堆屎.

我没唱歌天份.
虽然我很喜欢,但这永远都不会属于我._.

我没一张帅气的脸,
我胖嘟嘟的._.
谁会要我...=3=

我没朋友,
去哪里都一个人,
人家去看电影都至少两个人,跟朋友去.
为什么我是求到半死,
十次才有一次有人陪我... :(

我没伙伴,至少帮我弹钢琴或吉他,
谁叫我父母不给我去学... :(
我什么都不会._.

我想当的是法医,
为什么这烂国家就是没得读?!
偏偏是要出国才有.
然后那死成绩在正月初一出.
竟然给我ABC,
那个C害死我._.
连IMU,taylor的药剂都没有._.

就算MAHSA给我医生course,
我也不想当.

我的原则只是还世界公平,
我没想过要救人... :(
我不适合当超人 :(

为什么我那么差?

我知道我条件不好,
所以我未曾奢求有完美的女友.
问题是,要一个普通的都难...=3=

#foreveralone

我什么专长都没有... :(
这不是我的世界._.

我是掉错世界的婴儿._.
被派到天堂的恶魔,

活着,我后悔过.
我不想存在... :(

我体弱多病,
有什么压力都默默承受,
我知道有天会火山爆发._.

我觉得我的手会有杀人的一天._.

跟寂寞斗,我必败.
我害怕寂寞,
生活没人陪伴就够了,

为什么你们还是要抛弃我,

我可以有一天不听话,出去挥霍吗?

我受伤,别理我.
反正我不适合被照顾,

我心很痛,静静就好.
反正没人了解,
说了也没人懂.

这世界还很美.
乘活着的日子,
多几个笑容,
让世人更美好._.


地球人.言.










I'm sorry, I cant be perfect ♥

I know I'm lameass,
I always talk stupid cold joke to you all.

I know I'm dumbass,
I always talk like wanna quarrel.

I know I'm shitass,
I always easy to be forgotten,wipe and no more.

I know I'm biass,
I love anyone ,i treat everyone the same way ,and the good way.

I know I'm kickass,
I always wish to be a hero of the day,
save the earth,fight for justice,gain the crowd and get the award.

But I'm just a talkass,
no one like me,no one cares me,no one support me,no one even want to knows me.

Except you all , Frozen partners.
*hugs tight which we will unable to get it anymore*

I know I cant be perfect ♥
Thanks you guys for acc me more than half year.
and it's going to be our one year anniversary.

We never go out together 11 people before ._.
mostly because of me ._.
sorry guys._.

Now it's too late,and we cant go back.
Sorry once again.
I cant be perfect ♥
    •  ‎Sy Shi Yi,thx for caring me,you are talented,result so good,
      but never being 骄傲,always teach me on studies ,and say cold jokes with me,
      remember our series of joke?...
      i also forget d /.\

    • ‎Roy Toh,thx for not leaving like mei wan and kelvinder.
      you are the only jan intake fren before march coming in.

      u are handsome,espesially when playing piano!!!
      just u always need to change ur attitude abit.

      be caring,and not to be car-sav-ing
    • ‎Keh Chia Siew,thx to be my neighbour so long time.

      just like ji xuen said.u are very good girl,physchology suits you.

      dun give up and always aikz aikz aikz like me /.\
      you also a genius,believe in yourself!
      be the best,beat the rest!

      p.s: invent some way to treat my emo ._.
    •  
      ‎Ee Teng,the first unofficially frozen outing is lead by you and me /.\
      forget d ?
      we go to komtar...
      because of (some sad problem)
      we go to komtar with karchee,aiwen,jinhee
      we eat McD
      5 packets of french fries together /.\

      you are the one to end up the cold war between me and abigail ._.
      aikz,
      thx

      purple!
      remember how this name come from?

      got one time u all study in discussion room,i go in and disturb,
      i take the sweets from kak rose table,
      and u say u like the purple candy,because it's looks like you...

      LOLOLOLOLOL...

      u doesn't looks like aunty at all actually...
      wondering why we calling u aunty /.\
    •  
      ‎Lee Jian Han,we two like tak boleh ngam de ._. dunno why ._.
      i think is my problem.
      we two has the most least interaction between :(

      you are a genius-made.
      dun give up easily,
      you have the potential to score good.
      believe it ,or not?

      everytime talk to you,seem like wanna quarrel ._.
      my bad ._.
    •  
      ‎Park Jin Hee,너무 귀여워

      grrr,i love korea very much ><
      but i didn have a single chance to learn a word from you /.\
      u always looks down :(
      DONT!
      look up!
      the sky are still bright and shine.
      hope are always in the sky.

      catch it to own it.
      heard that you going to australia for study. 0.0
      wow...

      *envy*

      one day,im gonna catch you sit down,and teach me some words xD
      i want to meet Jessica Jung @ So Nyeo Shi Dae /.\

      at least teach me how to say
      -ice princess
      -cute
      -awesome(i know this is daebak)
      xD
    • Jonathan Khoo, 0.0
      our dialog is always cold,with some gunpowder...

      the day i having my chemistry AS exam,u break my chemistry paper 1 paper into 2 pieces =.=
      then blame it to ji xuen and chia siew .
      i know u are smart ._.
      and rich /.\

      last time i share the picture u won iPad to this page,and u said "evan,why u tell everyone? i will kill you!"

      =3=
      scared by you.

      but it's ok,I'm a guy who is bo kia si (did not scare of die)
      just come and kill me :P
    • Shu Ivy,._.
      our 意见always 不合/.\

      same like forensic heroes 3 de ...
      (forget what name d =3=)
      the lawyer and forensic couple ._.

      wait,we aren't couple /.\
      LOL
      one day,we will starts a war /.\
      *walk back one step*
      let u win lar...

      i rather choose to have a peace world ><
      and live quietly for the rest of my life :(

      the first time i know u is ...

      u in ur class and stand near to the window,talk with ur mom and cry ._.
      ya,the last 2 days to pass up the fees._.

      i know my english is always broken ._.
      at least my english is better than chinese =3=

      dear ivy ._.
      world will not always fair.
      not everyone have the chance to study chinese in secondary school ._.
      Not i duwan take chinese,
      i didn have a chinese teacher to teach me
      (mostly because my principle is a racist) =3=
      when my PMR,i get a D,
      so i didn take anymore in SPM.
      i love chinese._.

      dun look down on me :(
      just because i duwan take chinese.

      i need chinese very much :(
      i need it for my songs,my novel.
      i just cant learn it :(

      aikz ._.

      #foreveralone
    •  ‎AiWen Germ,u are the 2nd one ,after jian han ,which we very less talk to each other.

      why we quarrel liao har ?=.=

      u like hot guys :P
      enrique iglesias is hot and sexy $.$

      you are pretty ,and having a nice vocal :D
      truth!
      just like adele!
      you are the one someone like her !!!

      good luck for ur futher study :D
    •  ‎Tan Ji Xuen,i was thinking who should i mention as the last one.
      if put tiok shiyi,he sure emo liao de /.\
      then i choose you.
      you 宽容大量,sure wont emo because i mention you in the last ><

      you are the last member to get in Frozen ._.
      you are the MOST handsome guy in our group /.\
      honestly, got you standing beside me,i very 恨不得 dig a hole and hide inside.

      you are a strong guy,
      nothing can hurt u easily.

      the first time i know u is ,u coming to the front ,and i saw a new guy "wow 0.0,are u june intake?"

      u said :" i march intake"

      (my minds was stucked! now is june liao,u say march intake?! are you insane?!)

      then i understand u are halfway out from TARC ><

      you are the one cheer me up ,when i was down,a good kor kor to me :D

      you are the near to perfect person.

      sad to listen ur past.
      *hugs*
      stand up straight
      let's shout "FARK THE PAST,START THE FUTURE!"xD

      the population for boy : girl is 1:3
      in the 3 part of girl,
      some of them choose to :
      -be single forever
      -be tb forever
      -love girl
      -busy for love
      -just playing guys
      and there will be a girl ,the god had
      -prepare for you to be together forever
      (copyrighted by Evan Cheah)

      you know why thailand girl love foreigners instead of their boy in own country?
      1)33.33% of thai guy become agua and monk
      2)33.33% of thai guy married one wives
      3)33.33% of thai guy married d,and have alot of wives
      4)0.01% single

      (this was told by a 导游...xD)

      dun sad,k ?
      i still cant accept the truth u gave up chiropractic :(

      btw,since u had chosen,then work hard for it :)

      thx for bring me to red box for my first time :D

      love ya~as bro :D


    •  done all 10 members :P
      now is a conclusion for a overall.

      remember the first time we go to new world park?
      that was the first time we all outing together (before ji xuen gets in)
      the starting of our relationship(i mean the love between frens)

      thx for the penjajahan british video :D
      it's so nice ♥
      laugh in every seconds xD

      thx for shi yi,chia siew,jin hee and ji xuen going to red box with me together. (my first time :D)

      and one more for ji xuen only!
      thx for acc me go watch 那些年 :D
      love u very much ><

      then ,one more time is we go to gurney :D
      we go to eat at...dunno what shop d =3=
      the downstair de
      we 10+ 2(kelvinder and...) sit bus 101 together,
      from pulau tikus walk to jalan kelawai xD

      i know i miss alot of moment with you all :(
      you all go SQ,go transformer,go the green war,go 火锅之家,go QB
      and i cant go :(

      will we have the chance again?

      hardly :(

      if 21/12/2012 is not the world end,
      31/12/2012 we go countdown together for a brand new year :D
      promise?

      now it's too late,
      we cant go back
      sorry i cant be perfect ♥

      love you all,for giving a best moment :3



‎10/1/2012!
The release of:



Drinks:Valencia Macchiato,Valencia Frappuchino


Cake:Eastern Sunrise
Muffin:Espressco Caramel Muffin

Soft Toys:Dragon teddy bear


Tumbler&Mug:got few type


Coffee bean : Casi Cello

Card:Store Front card(but start to sold on 5/1/2012)

憋去之前的emo,关掉之前的夜景.

现在就来个温暖派的咖啡馆设计!

先从上面开始介绍.
那个Music Player嘛.
咖啡馆是个可以休息享受的地方,
重音乐只会让心情更烦躁,
就来所有轻音乐吧 :D
全部都是英文歌~
都由钢琴弹奏的... ^^
Someone Like You - Adele
We Found Love - Rihanna
Set Fire To The Rain - Adele
The One That Got Away- Katy Perry
It Will Rain - Bruno Mars
A Thousand Years - Christina Perri


至于背景,换上了
咖啡杯,咖啡豆等.

这次特别加上了"咖啡的泡法"
独家哦... :D
然后还为自己写上自我介绍... xD

至于滑鼠标志,将改成Starbucks 咖啡 :D
超美的...^^

还有最后一个就是facebook的like :D功能!
如果你们读了,记得要like一下哦...^^

-next blog layout will change when population reach 1314-

4/1/2011
Jealousy.


around 8.30pm
I and my partner(Sarah)
I take the cashier place.

A couple walks in,
hold hand -ing

(i start to unhappy =3=)

then the girl walk come,
she say
"java chip,the largest size"

i show her the cup
this is the largest one Venti size,

she :"har?so small only,got bigger or not?"
me : "sry,no"
she:"i want extra chips ,extra cream"
(then she walk to behind and hug the boy =.=)


fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

me " total is Rmxx.xx"

the girl take the boy wallet from his butt side.
take out two Rm10 to give me.


then they two walk to the bar there and wait.
the boy smile to Sarah,
Sarah smile back.

the girl run away
the boy shout "cuma senyum saja ma"
both of them go outside

then the drinks put at the bar table .




xxxxxxxxxxxxafter 10 mintues xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the girl wait at outside the shop,
boy take the drinks
then wink at Sarah





WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y U SO hiao?!



Y U NO wink at me ._.
*epic fail*

4/1/2011
Jealousy.


around 8.30pm
I and my partner(Sarah)
I take the cashier place.

A couple walks in,
hold hand -ing

(i start to unhappy =3=)

then the girl walk come,
she say
"java chip,the largest size"

i show her the cup
this is the largest one Venti size,

she :"har?so small only,got bigger or not?"
me : "sry,no"
she:"i want extra chips ,extra cream"
(then she walk to behind and hug the boy =.=)


fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

me " total is Rmxx.xx"

the girl take the boy wallet from his butt side.
take out two Rm10 to give me.


then they two walk to the bar there and wait.
the boy smile to Sarah,
Sarah smile back.

the girl run away
the boy shout "cuma senyum saja ma"


then the drinks put at the bar table .




xxxxxxxxxxxxafter 10 mintues xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the girl wait at outside the shop,
boy take the drinks
then wink at Sarah





WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y U SO hiao?!



Y U NO wink at me ._.
*epic fail*